Do The Right Thing

There is currently a very interesting thing I must do but nobody will tell me what it is.
I do not believe
they are not telling me
out of spite...
but sometimes
I suspect foul play.
Maybe if I just had better words to say.
Maybe if I knew them better.
Maybe if I saw the world clearer.

I used to think
if only I loved them more.
then it would come to me.
Then i would fit together.

now i just think
if only I did the right thing
they would tell me
the right thing to do.